I think since the date of Kyle coming home is making me more and more anxious. I also think it’s making me more needy than usual because I just want to see him and finally get the chance to physically be with him. I’m actually starting to get really emotional because I just really need that physical touch from someone I see as a potential partner. Thanksgiving needs to come faster and I am dreading the 28th of October because I won’t get to talk to him until the 7th of November when he finally arrives in North Carolina. God, I’m weirding myself out. Lol.